I was so busy trying to keep myself from getting hurt that I got hurt anyways. From a completely different angle; in a way I had never even imagined. That’s how it usually happens, in ways you never expect even though it was in your face the whole time. You just didn’t have the eyes to see because you were so blinded by the love you thought you were receiving or longed to receive from that person. It’s amazing, how love works. And I think the only thing that ruins love is attachment and the comfort you have with that person. You don’t see or even want to see anyone else. Maybe not even yourself when you look in the mirror realizing you’ve spiraled completely out of control into this person you never thought would become of you. So you pick up the pieces, or at least try to. Close the door and don’t open it back up because the lessons have been learned. The lesson has been completed and been passed. No need to go backwards.